"The hardest thing about losing you is that it didn’t just happen once. I lose you every day that we don’t speak. When I wake up in the morning and reach for the phone and hope to see a message that isn’t there, and when I go to sleep at night after I realize that the only person I want to moan to about how crap my day was, isn’t there. And I lose you in all of the moments in between, in all of the hours of silence that go by where I do nothing but think of you, go to call you, and then I don’t. I lose you when I watch certain films, listen to certain songs, and go to certain places that are all tainted with certain parts of you and how you make me feel. And I used to think I could only miss you when I was alone, but that is not true. I miss you when I’m around everyone else, too. Because they are not you. But you’re always there…somewhere. I can’t not think of you. It’s only when I’m asleep that I get a break from it. From thinking and wanting and missing. But, then I wake up the following day, roll over, check my phone, see that you didn’t call and I know I’m going to feel it all over again."

this is not mine, but god i relate to it so much. (via thisisabrokenworld)

fuck

(via kt-lyn)

"Not everything is supposed to become something beautiful and long-lasting. Sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right and what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night and spill your life to. Not everyone is going to stay forever, and we still have to keep on going and thank them for what they’ve given us.
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Emery Allen
(via wordsnquotes)

"I’m sorry you thought this couldn’t work, because I’ve never wanted anything more in my life than to prove that it could."

You’ll always remain in my heart. (via feellng)

"If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself."

Nikita Gill
(via wordsnquotes)